Mind And Heart

A young girl is in love. Her Prince Charming loves her too. Their love is blissful, peaceful and serene. But not all love stories have a happy ending. They know that they are close to that point in life is close to separation when they will have to separate. As she prepares herself to embrace the harsh destiny of life, she faces her fears and sadness. Her mind and heart pull her in opposite directions. It is a strange crossroad… when the heart is surrounded by its fears and the mind is making an attempt to handle them rationally.

Mind And Heart

My mind tells me its not wise to fall so deeply in love….

But deep inside, my heart wants to drown itself in this ocean….

My mind tells me not to make so many sweet memories,

But deep inside, my heart wants to live these moments as much as I can…

My mind tells me its not wise to long so much for you,

But deep inside, my heart wants to keep doing just that…

My mind tells me not to express my love so much to you,

But deep inside, my heart wants to pour out all its love on you…

My mind tells me its weird to keep missing you so much,

But deep inside, my heart knows that it can’t help doing that…

My mind tells me that sometimes, love comes in your life just to go away,

But deep inside, my heart wants to hold onto you…forever and ever…

My mind tells me that I should behave practically…the way you like me,

But deep inside, my heart wants to tell you I am just as emotional…

My mind tells me that I know I should learn to take it in my stride,

But deep inside, my heart cries every time I think of that…

My mind tells my heart that its ok, that all will be well,

But deep inside, my heart says that NO, its no going to be that easy…

My mind tells me that all this is a part of life,

But deep inside, my heart is very afraid of this part…

My mind tells me that life will become alright all over again,

But deep inside, my heart is mightily afraid of when that will happen…

My mind tells my eyes to try to hide my tears,

But deep inside, my heart sobs…sometimes uncontrollably…

My mind tells me not to let you know all this pain in my heart…

But deep inside, my heart wants to cry on your shoulders…

My mind tells me not to tell you that I love you more than my life,

But deep inside, my heart wants to shout out that to you…

You see…

Deep inside, I am just a normal girl…

And I am so very afraid of losing you…

The Ups And Downs....

There comes a time in life…

When all songs appeal to your heart…

When colors call you to play with them…

When the world seems all new and bright…

Often…the reason is love they say…

Well…I agree and disagree…

The reason can be love…love for a person or for a dream…

Love creates passion and enthusiasm…That gives hope to heart…

Hope of all dreams close to heart coming true…

And it is this hope that makes the whole world come alive…

They say all this happens with everyone who is young…

And that falls in line…the youth is the age of first love…

The youth is the age of dreams and ambitions…

Then there also comes a time…

When the songs stop appealing any more to your senses…

When the colors are just a part of a big mosaic…unable of invoking any special emotion…

When the world seems all drab and dull…

Age often shows all these signs…

Is it because people mature?

Is it because people learn the hard ways of life?

Or is it because as people age, they stop daydreaming…and have more real life tensions than beautifully colored dreams?

A heart break can make a cheerful, outgoing person crawl inside himself for a long time…

That is the effect of things close to heart going wrong…

It takes a lot of courage on that person’s part to fall in love again…

The same is true for dreams and passions…

If the dream gets severely hurt, it takes a lot of time to build up passion to pursue that dream again…

It takes huge courage to nurture more dreams after that…

When dreams break, the heart is shattered and those wounds can really hurt deep…

May be that makes the heart stop and let go of its dreams…

And begin to take life as it comes…without any fights…

Too many things in life then become compromise than choice…

That is when the songs stop appealing…

That is when the colors get washed away…

That is when the carefree smile gets replaced by approved gestures and constrained expressions…

And all this…

The rise and fall of those strong feelings…

They say….is the way of life…

Life Is...Just Once...

You have got just one life.

Make sure you live it well…

Who knows…you may not be able to see the sun tomorrow.

Make sure you let the warm sunlight fill your heart with happiness today…

Who knows…it might not rain tomorrow.

Make sure you let those magical raindrops slide down your face today…

Who knows…it might be the last night tonight

Make sure you gaze at the stars and wonder at the magnificent universe tonight…

Who knows…you might not see your friends ever after today

Make sure you give them a warm hug and wishes…or call them up to say that you miss them…today…

Who knows…everything might change drastically tomorrow

Make sure you smile at a small kid playing carefree while going home today…

Who knows…life may turn upside down tomorrow

Make sure you don’t forget to say that you really love your special one today…

Who knows…there may not be a tune to hum tomorrow

Make sure you dance in front of the mirror and enjoy it today…however bad you may be at dancing…

Who knows…there may be nothing tomorrow

Make sure you live one of your sweetest dreams today…however strange it might have been…

Who knows…may be tomorrow might never come

Make sure you spread out your arms wide and say ‘I love myself’ loud and clear…

Who knows…the world may not be there tomorrow

Make sure you express your gratitude to the beautiful world in your prayers before going to sleep today…

Who knows…life may end tomorrow

Make sure you live it well…

Make sure you love it totally…

After all, life is but just once…

Life Itself Teaches A Lot of Things....

The difficulties that arise in life
Life itself teaches you to bear with them...


The struggles that come with life,
Life itself teaches you to fight with them...


The emotional upheavals that come in life,
Life itself teaches you to to wipe your tears...


The insensitivity that comes in life,
Life itself teaches you to hide your tears too...


The frustration that takes away joys of life,
Life itself teaches you to smile through them...


The failures that life brings,
Life itself teaches you to face them all...


The downhills that come in the entire life,
Life itself teaches you to stand up and walk again...


The things that you hate,
Life itself teaches you to like them too....


Life itself teaches a lot of things...
Life itself teaches you to grow strong and live it all...

ITS NOT WHAT AROUND YOU…ITS WHAT INSIDE THAT MATTERS…

My friends are talking jovially around me…any other day, I would have joined them…but today its the loneliness inside me that matters…

They are discussing about the joy of being together…any other day, I would have added to it…but today, it’s the sadness in me that matters…

They are getting ready for a huge party tonight…any other day, I would have jumped into the fun fiesta eagerly… but today, It’s the space that I need for myself that matters…

I look at my table…any other day, I see there are a hundred things that need to be done...but today, it’s the gloom in me that matters…

I go out of the room…I look at the sky...any other day, I appreciate its marvelous black color…but today, it’s the blues inside me that matters…

The wind is blowing smoothly ...any other day, I love the wind easing and playing with me…but today, it’s the uneasiness inside me that matters…

The moon is shining brightly…any other day, it would have made me light up…but today it’s the darkness inside me that matters…

I see a kid playing around…I go n cuddle her...but I don’t take her in my arms as I always do…it’s the kid in me that’s crying that matters…

I go out for some work…any other day, I would be cautious about the heavy traffic and loud horns, but today it’s the noise in my heart that matters…

I come back the same path…any other day, I love to see the flowers that grow on the sidewalk…but today it’s the dried leaf of a lost memory that matters…

My cell rings…its my sister…any other day, I would have begun chirping to her…but today it’s the silence in me that matters…

After the talk, I cut the phone call…any other day, I would have been happy that she had called…but today, it’s the glumness in me that matters…

My favorite song has begun playing in the music player…any other day, it would have got me tapping my feet…but today, it’s the lack of rhythm inside me that matters…

I chance upon my diary which I had written when I was younger…any other day, I would have re-read it totally again…but today, it’s the lack of curiosity that matters…

I see my notepad…any other day, I d love to pen down all that I feel…but today, my words have frozen…that’s what matters…

Its late in the night…any other day, I would cuddle up comfortably in my blanket and sleep…but today, it’s the sleeplessness that matters…

The heartache that is inside...that’s what paining the most…

That’s what matters the most…

Its not what around me… Its what inside that matters the most…

A PAGE OUT OF NISHA’S DIARY

I love to hear you...

when you say that enthusiastic hi when you pick my call...

when your voice so nicely says that you are coming to meet me...

when your voice is soft coz u have been thinking about me...

when your voice is so full of affection when you have been missing me...:)

I love to see you...

when you look all so dashing in your cool tshirt-and-jeans look...

when you look all so royal and handsome in formals...

when you look all so cute and yet smart in semi formals...

when you smile that all-so-endearing smile...

when you are sitting with a group..

and still manage to give me a special smile...

when you are busy but still take out time for me...

when you so nicely cherish me in front of your friends and mine...

and when you come to meet me coz u have been missing me...:)

I love being with you...

when you are super excited and happy...

when you are tense or worried..

when you are a bit angry...

when you are a bit too tired after a long day...:)

when you ride your bike so smoothly...

when you look at your cricket bat so adoringly…

I love to listen to you...

when you talk about your dreams...

when you talk about your fears and anticipation

when you are in your soft contemplative mood...

when you are worried and really anxious...

I love it...

when you express all your love so beautifully...

when you call me by so many beautiful names...

when you bear with my craziness...

when you love all that madness...

when you blow my hair...

when you hold my hand..

when you do all those small beautiful things....

I so much love it..

when you realize just by reading my messages that i am nervous...

when you call me instantly when you realize that something is wrong with me..

when you come to meet me as soon as you know that i need you...

when you give me a tight hug..

when you stay with me till I feel ok again...

when you take me out to make me feel better about myself...

when you say that I can achieve my dreams...

when you show all the belief and confidence in me...

when you look at me with that glitter in your eyes...

I love every...every small thing about you..

I love all your moods and ways...

I love everything that you do and say..

:) :) :)