When You Want To Let It All Go...

A piece of writing depicting a side of the times when life is feeling low.  When things are looking downhill and all hopes distant and dim...When many questions are unanswered...when sadness seems to become a constant companion...When a part of you wants to let it all go.

There are moments in life when you smile

But tears flow down your eyes...

All you do is let those tears slide down silently.

Wipe them without letting anyone notice...

You remind yourself that there are deadlines to meet and more things to be done...

You tell your heart to stay silent...and grow up.

You just want to let it all go

All the feelings

All the weakness

All the longing

Everything

You may wonder, why are there so many emotions bottled up inside?

You want a part of you to just go and never come back

You want a part of you to simply die...

When you are simply waiting for the hours to pass and the sun to set...

So that you can cuddle up in your room...away from the world.

When the evening comes, you again wait...

This time, for the night to pass...

You don’t want memories to keep attacking you.

You wonder which is worse...

The day ...which is packed with a list of chores to be done…where you are running to catch up with the many expectations life holds…

Or the night...which is passing slowly...and saddening you even more bringing the memories back...from which you want to run away...

You may not realize, your hands may fold themselves up in prayer in such nights...

Your soul is praying for some peace...

When staring at neither the stars nor the sun is exciting

You know that your heart is unhappy.

When everything around is almost the same as it was earlier...

Still not pleasant and fulfilling...

When there is a sea of people around

Still no company...the feeling of loneliness persists...

When you feel like giving it up all

Dreams seem too far...too distant...almost unimportant...

What is it that you are searching for...?

What is it that you want...?

What is it that can take away the glumness...?

What is it that life wants?

It is while living through these moments…realizations dawn. What can enliven your spirit and what saddens your heart. What your decisions and resolutions should be…If you can hold on when you want to let it all go, there surely will come a reason to hold on even longer. As they say, the darkest hour is just before the dawn. The answers come right after the seemingly unending wait. So, when you want to let it all go, hold on. It will be worth it.

P.S. The above is a work of fiction blended with imagination. :) A cheerful post is on the way. :)

To Every One Out There Who Think Girls Are Mysterious

Yes, I agree and disagree with you. :)

Girls hold so many emotions inside them that it is a (daunting) task to understand them.

But the catch here is that, a girl does not want you to understand her completely.

She likes to be a mystery to you. She enjoys being a puzzle. :)

She is more than happy to know that you have tried to understand her...

And that you try it lovingly, not in an exasperated or irritated way...

Because deep inside, every girl wants to feel loved...

Look at her eyes. Her eyes are the windows to her soul.

And believe it or not, they have magic.

Magic to hold everything...

They are innocent and sweet like a baby's

And all naughty and mischievous when she is in a playful mood...

They are bold and beautiful when she looks you directly into the eye...

And blushing and smiling when she is shy and cannot meet your eyes...

They are purer than sandalwood when she remembers you in her prayers

And also inviting like wine when you look deep into them...

They are serene like the deep sea in her contemplative moods

And also lively and spirited like the flowing rivers in her fun times...

The soft lights in her eyes soothe tenderly...taking you far away from the tensions of the world...

The calmness in her eyes relaxes your tired soul...making all the hurries of your life vanish into thin air...

They light up when she feels the mild sunlight on her...

They stare with awe at the stars above at midnight...

They sparkle in the rain...when young raindrops slide down her face...

They smile when her heart is happy and content...

They speak a thousand words sometimes

And be the epitome of silence at other times...

They hold all the happiness in her soul

And also hold back her tears too...

They hold all the love she has for you in her heart...

And also reflect the pain and hurt in her heart...

Tonight, under the star studded sky, hold her hand softly and tell her that there is nothing more beautiful in the galaxy than her eyes...

And mean it when you say it...because it will show in your eyes when you do...

And allow yourself to fall in her deep, deep eyes...let it be a free fall...

You never know, she may lose her heart to you...for ever and ever... J

And you might just understand that the mystery which had been baffling you till then opens up itself in a sweet and suave way…

Cheers!  :)

What Matters Most...

The journey of love is not always smooth.
It has those small obstructions of fights, some obstacles of misunderstanding...
It has some disagreements, some fusses, some fumes...
But what matters is after all these quirks and foibles, true love gets back together.
Coz it is love that matters more...much more than any of the trifle things like above.

An article dedicated to the above emotion :)

What Matters Most...

In my flurry and angry moments,

Sometimes I shout too harsh on you...

Unknowingly or knowingly,

Sometimes I end up hurting you too...

Sometimes, I really disappoint you

By my words and actions...

Sometimes, I may even offend you

Your dreams and emotions...

But I really mean it when I say sorry

I try to make up to you too...

I really keep hoping you’ll forgive me for

All the hurtful things I do...

You see, it’s a mutual thing

We hold the most in our hearts for each other...

Yet, we can leave the other empty handed

When they need something so much...

But beyond all this,

Is the love and care we feel for each other…

How we hold each other through everything

Be it good or bad, smooth or rougher…

That’s the reason and rhyme

That even though we may stay away for a while…

We do get back together every time

Like the stars and the night, dark as Nile…

You mean so much to me

I don’t ever want to lose you…

You have a place so deep in my soul

Life is not worthwhile without you…

So yes,

It’s true that

I hurt you and

You hurt me...

But

What’s truer is that

I love you and

You love me...