Monday, December 12, 2011

She Is Saying She's Got To Go...


Suddenly,

She is leaving...

She is waving a goodbye...

She is saying she's got to go...


My heart is panicking...

My breathing is slowing down...

My world is sinking...

My soul is breaking down...


Memories are flooding my mind..

They are drowning me...

I wish somebody would help me...

Oh, please, come and save me...


The beautiful way she smiled...

The pretty way she looked into my eyes...

The warm way she hugged me...

The delicate way she held my hand…


But now,

She is leaving...

She is waving a goodbye...

She is saying she's got to go...


I wear a smile on my face

For the whole world to see...

When they ask me how I am,

I reply I am doing good...


Deep in the nights, when I'm alone

My tears slide down...

My heart cries inconsolably...

My soul longs for her...


I keep my senses the whole day

And cry myself to sleep every night..

I pray fervently to God

To help me survive this loneliness...


With her, a lot has gone...


The charm that was there in life...

The happiness with which my heart lived...

The faith I had in goodness of life...

The desire to achieve and excel...

The fire to reach out...

The free spirit inside me...


And all that stays with me...


The memories of moments spent together...

The emptiness of evenings...

The sadness and despair...

The fear of what might happen next..

The hidden tears...

The silent pangs of pain...


Life is feeling really empty…

She is leaving...

She is waving a goodbye...

She is saying she's got to go...

P.S. The above is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to real life incidents is co-incidental.